I got home a little less than an hour ago from our Jr. High leaders meeting... I always love our meetings, even though we seem to talk about the same things every time. I'm not sure if Rory thinks we're not interacting with the kids enough or that we don't know how to have conversations with them, but just in case, he provided us with an entire packet of random conversation topics that we can use next time we find ourselves trying to chat with one of the kids. Kind of reminds me of Pride and Prejudice when Mr. Collins is at the dinner table, commenting on how he prides himself on the fact that he can practice giving compliments to women, and succeed in making it appear as if he had not rehearsed them whatsoever... "Hold on, what did my conversation topics packet say on page 5...?" Anyway, back to the meeting. We discussed the usual 'goods and bads' about our midweek meetings, Sunday mornings, and other activities while munching away on our delicious Chipotle burritos. It's been so much fun having Haendel join us, especially since he and Rory just feed off of each other and provide MANY humorous moments... never a dull moment. We've recently begun having what we call 'discussion groups' during our Wednesday midweek meetings, where the girls and guys split up and we get to have a small-group time of sorts; I personally love this time, since it gets the kids thinking a lot more deeply than they have to when Rory is just up front teaching the lesson. We might start implementing small groups as well, where each leader has his or her assigned group of students, just to create consistency and a group where trust and relationships can grow even more. I am SO excited to see where this ministry is headed... in the last nine months I've already seen it grow so much, and I love watching the kids interact with each other independently, without prompting from leaders. They even got together tonight to hang out since we didn't have youth group! I love it.
I cannot fathom how God uses us to do His work, despite our faults and ridiculousness. We're not any more 'holy' or 'righteous' than the next man or woman, yet God has instilled in us a passion to work with these kids... and actually uses us! It's such an incredible opportunity and I am so thankful that we live in a place where we are allowed to worship and do ministry freely. What a blessing. I honestly have so much fun hanging out with the kids, being crazy and playing ridiculous games and having silly conversations about dating boys for two weeks and then breaking up over AIM. How can people NOT love kids? I never understand people who say that.
I guess I just wanted to try to express how excited I am to be used by God in this way... and that I find it so rewarding to see young kids change their lives for Christ. When you get to play a mad game of dodgeball with a bunch of rambunctious kids one minute, and the next minute get to watch them raise their hands in worship, it's an amazing, beautiful, incredible thing.